Auroriel :: Commala-come-come, the journey's just begun...

Finally! I finished Harry Potter books last week... Six books in one month and a half. This was a wonderful experience for me.. I adore the story.. But I think I can't touch the ground about the story these days.. The reading was fast, I feel that everything mixed somehow.. Maybe I have to read the books again.. You know what, I can.. I can read them.. I begun Ursula K. Leguin's last book last weekend but I'm reluctant to read it.. I have no desire to read anything.. I like these kids, I don't want to leave them now.. But I have to leave, because if I don't, I don't know how I wait for two years.Damn!

Anyway, a little comment about the books.. ( let's go behind the cut )

Dear HP geeks of mine? ehe..

Go to my info page and look at that (these, or whatever) community links..

Oh yeah! There are some pictures that you gonna like.. Let me give you a hint: hpguys .... yummmmyyy!

Oh! Don't forget GoF spoilers! Like you would care ! :D

Dünyadaki Laz popülasyonunun büyük çoğunluğu bu ülkede yaşıyorsa, bizim aile o çoğunluğun en saygı değer parçalarından biridir.. Çünkü harbi Laz'ızdır biz! Öyle böyle değil..

Sevgili kardeşim,17 yaşında olmasının "büyümek" anlamında olduğunu düşünmem gerektiği için çevremden yeteri kadar ayar aldığım biricik kardeşim, ablasının yaptığı Lazlık'lar nedeniyle altta kalmak istemediğinden olacak, ki bana kalsa tamamen  öküzlükten, gitmiş  "para çekmek" fiilini kendince "kredi kartından nakit avans çekmek" olarak algılamış ve kredi kartı limitimi aşmama vesile olmuştur.

Sonra da telefonda pişkin pişkin "ben nerden bileyim" demiş ve kafayı iyice kırmama vesile olmuştur..

Burdan söylüyorum, bu adam 18 yaşında hala gelişme örneği sergilemezse ki fiziksel olarak enine veya boyuna gitmesini kastetmiyorum, ağzına fena halde sıçacağımdır! Bu kadar..

Ha ayrıca "kendi işini kendin gör o zaman" diyenleriniz varsa, yok abi, bu herifi kullanmaktan ve arada sırada götüme göre olmasından zevk alıyorum diye cevaplamak isterdim ama artık hiçbi esprisi kalmadı bu olayın! Haklısınız anasını satiim

So.. I find another musician from Canada.. By the way, I adore Canada.. Why? I think everythig began with Northern Exposure TV series,at age 17 or something, what was the year? Oh forget it.. I missed that series.. I love the ambient of cold lands.. And that series exaggareted my feelings about north.. I wish I could be able to see an Aurora Borealis before I die..

Anyway, gathering the subject..  I download SW fan vids often. A song which used one of them, Weapon, thrills me.. Then.. Matthew Good came into my life.. His voice is reminded me some other male singers but in the other hand, he's work is unique..

That was a subject.. :)

Another subject will make some people happy.. Well, there is 3 people already.. ehehe.. I bought first 3 books of Harry Potter, and will begin to read them this week.. So shut up people! I'm trying to catch you OK? :P

Now I'm reading Ursula K Leguin's book, City of Illusions .. This writer is one of my favorites.. I like her stories, her tales.. She easily captures you from the beginning.. And everytime I finish some of her works, I felt bitter..I feel guilty about my personality or humanity, like a bottle which is half empty.. She tells right things about humans,which bothers you, make you feel uneasy. But there is hope too.. That's way I like her stories.. You can catch good things there and there.. I like that so much.. And her language isn't heavy at all.. You can read easily.. I have other books of her.. I wanna read them.. After I finished HP books of course :)

Anyway.. that's it for now.. I'm fully back into reading .. I'm happyyyyyyyy.. Yeyy meee! :P

Skin will be here, in Istanbul for Rock'n Coke Festival at September. I like her songs so much.. I hope I could make it this year and could go to this fest..There will be Apocalyptica, The Cure, The Offspring and many good groups. ::get excited ::

This is a soundtrack song of the "L'empire Des Loups" movie. I haven't seen the movie but I found this song when I was searching new Skin songs.. (I'm too good when it's come to search things in the internet. Well this is a light example, actually.. Damn me! :P)

Anyway.. The song is beutiful, as usual.. Her unique voice gets you from the beginnig. And the lyrics.. Man! Everytime I listen to this song Spike comes to my mind first. Words become more painfull when you think about him.. Don't worry I'm not a Spuffy, I hate that bitch, but I think I have a respect Spike's love for her, like most people do :)

( Llyrics  )

Ok.. That's it! I'm not capable to understand my brother.. Whenever I think I can communicate with him, everything falls apart immediately..

I'm not patient, when it's come to family. I accept that.. I became angry so fast.. I don't like this side of my character but you know, whenever I realize that, it was too late.. There's no chance to get the words back..

But yesterday.. There was no wrong in what I said.. He broke my heart.. Now, I hang up the phone minutes ago and there was no solution.. I didn't understand him and he didn't try to explain himself either..

There is something bothers him but he don't explain it.. Why?

Anyway.. I feel like I'm not good as a sister.. But at least I'm trying. Why the hell  he don't want to see it??

When my life become calm! Damn it! What's wrong with me?.. What's wrong with everybody?.. Why , why could anybody see that I am breakable too!.

I'm getting tired!..

Hey.. I found an extension for Mozilla Firefox.. Deepest Sender

Wohooo! That's coolll.. I'm writing on it right now.. Everyday, I find something amusing about F irefox. I love this browser soo much!!!..

Look at this lovelinesss.. ahahah





And if you interested, don't forget to look at this link ;) http://deepestsender.mozdev.org/screenshots.html

Aye! Lets speak in English.. Actually, how hard it could be ? (Pfiuf!)

So.. I made an avi.. Made two avi's.. I can hear Pelin's "I hate you! I hate your job" speech. Ehehe.. Love you to honey :D

I like to do avi's.. But it's hard!.. I have to try harder to do something cool.. Well, in time.. I hope..

OK.. I heard news about James.. Thanks to CDS.. Smalville ha? I hate it when an actor who I adore go and play any series which I don't watch.. This is weird.. I have some thoughts about this show, but I prefer to not think about it.. Now I have to think about it, and, I have to watch a whole 5 seasons.. Oh.. Sh*t.. I hate it..

Anyway tehere are movies about Superman man! And one of them is still filming.. Why the hell James play in it? Why in Smalville? Especially Smalville.. He's too good for this... There is something wrong abot it.. He can actually do good acting roles but noone mention him..

I have to take it easy, be cool..But I get sad when somebody who deserves better things but didn't get better things..(Is this an English sentence, or I made it up so wrong? What am I talking? :I hope somebody understands)

I still hope that he could find better roles than this. But, I think the wrong part in this situation must be changed.. Somebody "!" have to find an agent maybe???

Kaç tane journal denediğimi yemin ederim unuttum. Ve bunu da istediğim gibi düzeltemiyorum. Özürlüyüm. :(

Herneyse, hoşbulduk efenim..

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